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    • Poet - Anne McCrary Sullivan
    • Joan Baranow - Poetry >
      • New Mother Again
      • SPRING BIRTHS
      • Things He Said
      • Grandma
    • Liana-Aliki >
      • Time Was Destilled
      • I'll move the trees
      • I hold your hands in mine
      • Our love recalls
    • Tayve Neese - Poetry >
      • Harvest
      • Radioactive Boars
      • Athena's Owl
    • Jane Creighton >
      • Cy Twombly in the Thicket of Light
      • Standing in Gallery 8
      • The Trees on Prairie Road
    • Elaine Fletcher Chapman >
      • ​IN THE GREENING OF THE RESERVOIR
      • LATELY, THE RESERVOIR, MY OCEAN
      • URGENCY
      • AFTER JANE KENYON'S
      • LEAVING PATACARA
      • ANTICIPATION OF BLOSSOMS
      • HE MARKED MY BODY
    • Melissa Studdard – Like a Bird >
      • When the Birdsong Rings Human
    • Cynthia Atkins >
      • When The Internet Is The Loneliest Place On The Planet
      • Anorexia Nervosa
      • God Is A Library
    • LISA RHOADES >
      • IN THE BRIGHT WORLD
      • THE LONG GRASS
      • WORDS AT HAND
    • Wendy Barker >
      • ON THE CHINESE SCROLL
      • WHAT SURFACES
      • BELOW THE SALT
      • NOW I LEARN
    • REBECCA PELKY >
      • RITA DEL GARDI & THE NIXON PIGEON VANISH
      • For Those Who Need the True Story
      • When the Sun Dances into the Sky
      • Spell for Northern Girls: To Make Sea Glass
    • Andrea Messineo >
      • THE BEGINNING OF LABOR
      • PILGRIMAGE
      • ALL-NIGHT DINER
    • Anne Babson >
      • AND THE GLORY OF THE LORD
      • BEHOLD, A VIRGIN SHALL CONCEIVE
      • THUS SAITH THE LORD (TRANSPOSED FOR SOPRANO)
      • THE RICH YOUNG RULER
    • Elizabeth Cohen - Poetry >
      • Goulash
      • The Cabbage
      • Aftermath
      • THE BOOK OF SPARROW
      • BIRDLESS
      • BIRD ELIXIR
      • BIRD LIGHT ART
    • Stephanie Kartalopoulos – Poet >
      • SLOW FAIL – Stephanie Kartalopoulos
      • EL FORTUNA – Stephanie Kartalopoulos
      • INHERITANCE – Stephanie Kartalopoulos
    • Leslie Contreras Schwartz - Poetry >
      • Interview - Leslie Contreras Schwartz
      • CENOTE - Leslie Contreras Schwartz
      • PAPER DOLL CHAIN - Leslie Contreras Schwartz
      • THE COMAL AND MY HANDS - Leslie Contreras Schwartz
      • THE SWIM TO ANTARCTICA - Leslie Contreras Schwartz
      • LABOR PANTOUM - Leslie Contreras Schwartz
      • POSTPARTUM - Leslie Contreras Schwartz
    • Melissa Studdard - I Ate the Cosmos >
      • A PRAYER
      • Melissa Studdard - Bio
      • WE ARE THE UNIVERSE
      • Motion Poems Video - I Ate the Cosmos for Breakfast
      • A Painting & Poet Connect
    • Dylan Krieger – Poet >
      • ghost porn
      • borderline
      • msg heard round the world
      • caption this conspiracy
    • Anne Tammel >
      • Anne Tammel ~ Poem ~ Amelia Earhart Drinks the Red Sea
      • Anne Tammel ~ Isa & Amelia
      • Anne Tammel ~ Amelia at the Red Sea
      • Anne Tammel ~ Poem ~ Endless: A Literate Passion
    • Britt Posmer - Poetry >
      • Britt Posmer - Poems from The Angel and the Heretic
    • David Brendan Hopes >
      • CHRISTMAS MORNING – HOPES
      • THE ANNUNCIATION – HOPES
      • ON THE ADORATION – HOPES
      • PENIEL – HOPES
    • Daniel Thomas – Poet >
      • WITHOUT THE MOCKINGBIRD – Daniel Thomas
      • HOME PREGNANCY TEST – Daniel Thomas
      • THE OLD BRIDGE – Daniel Thomas
    • Sean M. Conrey – Poet >
      • Apple – The Book of Trees
      • Ash – The Book of Trees
      • Hawthorn – The Book of Trees
    • Skip Renker >
      • SILENT REACH
      • A MOMENTARY OBEDIENCE
      • IN THE FEEL
    • Terry Lucas - Poetry >
      • PSALM '66 – SUMMER '63
      • SURRENDER
      • DHARMA RAIN
    • Jeffrey Davis - Poet >
      • 3 LAGOONS - Jeffrey Davis
      • COAT THIEF - Jeffrey Davis
      • DARKNESS - Jeffrey Davis
  • Saint Julian Press Poets II
    • Fred LaMotte >
      • Strangers & Pilgrims
      • Mustard Seed
      • Carnival
      • I KNOW MY DOG IS DREAMING
      • BUDDHISM 101
      • OPUS
      • GENTLE
      • The Heart Is A Field
      • A Little More Attention to the Breath
      • Ode to Blueberries
      • Morning Meditation
      • DON’T BE SATISFIED TOO SOON
      • Silence
      • Wanderers Welcome
      • ANAHATTA
      • What Both Names Mean
    • Kevin McGrath - Poetry >
      • FAME FIRST POEM
      • FAME SECOND POEM
      • FAME THIRD POEM
      • FAME FOURTH POEM
      • SONG–NINA
      • SONG–NORA
      • SONG–STELLA
      • SONG–TATIANA
      • EROS–ONE
      • EROS-TWO
      • EROS-TWO 34TH & 35TH
      • Rothko Murals Essay
      • THE MARINER SPEAKS
      • WINDWARD ~ ONE
      • WINDWARD ~ NINETEEN
      • WINDWARD ~ TWENTY SIX
      • WINDWARD ~ COVER ART
    • Ron Starbuck - Poetry >
      • Vesper
      • Natoma
      • St. John
      • US Center Chapel
      • Kýrie Eléison
      • Christmas Crèche
      • There Is Something About Being An Episcopalian
      • Rumi
      • Śūnyatā - Emptiness is Form; Form is Emptiness
      • VOICES
      • Storm Shadow
      • Trane Ascending
      • Advent
      • A Mockingbird's Song
      • There Are Times
      • Sandburg & Monroe (The Visit 1961)
      • Whenever You Watch Me
      • The Monarch
      • Park Avenue
      • Language of Poetry
      • Literature of Faith
    • Thomas Simmons >
      • Aliki Barnstone’s Art
      • NOW – SPLITTING APART
      • WHAT WAS THERE SILENT REVEL
      • IF BORGES’ LOVER
      • THE BODY OF HOPE
      • THE BODY AT REST
      • SADNESS
      • Benediction
      • These
      • Marriage
      • Unbetrothed
      • How It Was
      • Bethlehem
      • Star Light, Star Bright
    • Donna McKenzie - In a Tumbleweed Storm
    • David-Glen Smith >
      • David-Glen Smith ~ Saint Brendan and the Whale
      • David-Glen Smith ~ v.
      • David-Glen Smith ~ xii.
      • David-Glen Smith ~ Metamorphosis
      • Cover Art for Variations ~ Tread by Keith Perelli
  • Saint Julian Press Podcasts
  • Interconnections
  • Press Releases I
    • Press Release - Romance >
      • Romance Poem One
      • Romance Poem Two
      • Romance Poem Three
      • Romance Poem Four
      • Romance Poem Five
      • Romance Poem Six
    • Press Release Fox Dreams >
      • Poem One Fox Dreams
      • Poem Two Fox Dreams
      • Poem Three Fox Dreams
      • Poem Three Fox Dreams
    • Press Release - Rivers >
      • Rivers Poem One
      • Rivers Poem Two
      • Rivers Poem Three
      • Rivers Poem Four
    • Press Release - The Grief Committee Minutes >
      • Grief Poem One
      • Grief Poem Two
      • Grief Poem Three
      • Grief Poem Four
    • Press Release - Slow Walk Home >
      • Poems—I—Slow Walk Home
      • Poems—II—Slow Walk Home
      • Poems—III—Slow Walk Home
      • Poems—IV—Slow Walk Home
    • Press Release - The Tavern of Awakening >
      • Press Release - Die Taverne des Erwachens
      • German & English Poems
    • Press Release - Strangers & Pilgrims >
      • Strangers & Pilgrims Poem One
      • Strangers & Pilgrims Poem Two
      • Strangers & Pilgrims Poem Three
      • Strangers & Pilgrims Poem Four
    • Press Release - MATRIX >
      • Press Release - MATRIX Verses I
      • Press Release - MATRIX Verses II
      • Press Release - MATRIX Verses III
    • Press Release - Tools & Ornaments >
      • Tools & Ornaments First Poem
      • Tools & Ornaments Second Poem
      • Tools & Ornaments Third Poem
    • Press Release - WHY CROWS IN AFRICAN COUNTRIES HAVE WHITE COLOR
    • Press Release - A Slight Thing, Happiness
    • Press Release - Nectar
    • Press Release - evolution psalms
    • Press Release - A Pilgrimage of Churches
    • Press Release - Bone Skid, Bone Beauty
    • Press Release - Girl Left Behind
    • Press Release - Reservoir
    • Press Release - Song of the Republic
    • Press Release - Like A Bird
    • Still-Life With God – Press Release
    • Press Release - THE LONG GRASS
    • Press Release - MESSIAH
    • Press Release - GLOSS
    • Press Release - Horizon of the Dog Woman
    • Press Release - ALONE IN CHURCH
    • Press Release - In My Fathers's House Are Many Mansions >
      • St. John Lutheran Church Cover Art
      • St. John Lutheran Church History
    • Bring Your Nights With You
    • Press Release - The Patron Saint of Cauliflower
    • Press Release - AMULET
    • Press Release - Deep Pockets
    • Nightbloom and Cenote
    • Dreamland Trash II
    • The Book of Trees – Press Release
    • PENIEL – Press Release
    • Press Release – NOW
    • Press Release - Hunger for Salt
    • Press Release Savor Eternity by Fred LaMotte
  • Press Releases II
    • Press Release Mermaids >
      • Poem One Mermaids
      • Poem Two Mermaids
      • Poem Three Mermaids
      • Poem Four Mermaids
    • Press Release - Somewhere >
      • Somewhere Poem One
      • Somewhere Poem Two
      • Somewhere Poem Three
      • Somewhere Poem Four
    • Press Release - Famine Chair >
      • Poems–Famine Chair
    • Press Release - On Friendship >
      • Chapter-Intro
    • Press Release - Katy Bridge >
      • AT NIGHT
      • IN THE PAUSE OF MORNING
      • FATHER, SON AND DISHES IN THE SINK
      • IN BANFF
    • Press Release - Shards of Time >
      • ENTANGLEMENTS
      • SHARDS
      • GALLERY OF THOUGHTS
      • Arrival Of the Albatross
    • Press Release - The Telling >
      • Press Release - Telling First Poem
      • Press Release - Telling Second Poem
      • Press Release - Telling Third Poem
    • Press Release - Notes from a Marine Biologist's Daughter >
      • Poem One - Notes
      • Poem Two - Notes
      • Poem Three - Notes
      • Poem Four - Notes
    • Press Release - FAME
    • Press Release - Portrait Before Dark
    • Bird Light Press Release
    • Press Release – EROS
    • Press Release - DHARMA RAIN
    • Press Release - FUEGO by LESLIE CONTRERAS SCHWARTZ
    • Press Release - Windward by Kevin McGrath
    • Press Release - There is Something About Being and Episcopalian
    • Press Release - When Angels Are Born >
      • Recordings from When Angels Are Born
    • Press Release - COAT THIEF by Jeffrey Davis
    • Press Release - Bearing the Cast
    • Press Release - Endless: A Literate Passion
    • Press Release - I Ate the Cosmos for Breakfast
    • Press Release - The Angel and the Heretic by Britt Posmer
    • Press Release - Wounded Bud
    • Press Release - Variations on a Theme of Desire
  • Book Reviews
    • Democracy Awakening
    • The Abduction
    • King: A Life
    • The Book of John
    • And There Was Light
    • CITIZEN
    • Seeker and Monk
    • HOWLELUJAH
    • BIRNAM WOOD
    • BOSS BROAD
    • NIGHT LADDER
    • GIVING GODHEAD
    • YOGA MASS
    • NOW
    • EROS
    • DWELLING
    • LIFE IN SUSPENSION
    • BEYOND ELSEWHERE
    • Dreaming My Animal Selves
    • Tiferet Talk Interviews
    • Six Weeks to Yehidah
    • sometimes you sense the difference
  • Poetry–In–Film
  • Guest Authors I
    • William Miller >
      • Maha ‘ulepu Arch
      • Made In China
      • Reading Cheese
    • Peter Shefler >
      • The Japanese Red Maple I - The Seed
      • The Japanese Red Maple II - Fallen In The Frost
      • The Japanese Red Maple III - Seeking Shelter
    • Lois P. Jones and Peter Shefler
    • Susan Rogers >
      • The Origin is One
      • Kuan Yin
      • Awakening
    • George Jisho Robertson - Poetry >
      • passing moments [deceptive cadences]
      • veils of Persephone definitions of Demeter mysteries of Orpheus
      • Who Goes There
      • 3 Poems
  • Guest Authors II
    • Taoli-Ambika Talwar & Ron Starbuck >
      • Voices I
      • Voices II
      • Voices III
      • Voices IV
      • Voices V
      • Voices VI
      • Voices VII
      • Voices VIII
    • Anna Yin - Poetry >
      • Our Feelings Are Like a House
      • Present Is Beyond
      • The Night Garden
      • The Robin
      • Falling into Pieces
      • Window and Mirror
    • Carl Sandburg - Poetry >
      • Four Preludes on Playthings of the Wind
      • TO A CONTEMPORARY BUNKSHOOTER
    • W.S. Merwin - Yesterday
    • W.B. Yeats - Recordings
    • Caged Bird by Maya Angelou
    • Langston Hughes - Poetry for Black History Month
  • In My Father's House Are Many Mansions
  • Paul F. Knitter - Interview
    • Jesus: The Way That is Open to Other Ways by theologian Paul F. Knitter
    • Paul F. Knitter - Short Essay
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  • Saint Julian Press Newest Books
  • Saint Julian Press Poets I
    • Poet - Anne McCrary Sullivan
    • Joan Baranow - Poetry >
      • New Mother Again
      • SPRING BIRTHS
      • Things He Said
      • Grandma
    • Liana-Aliki >
      • Time Was Destilled
      • I'll move the trees
      • I hold your hands in mine
      • Our love recalls
    • Tayve Neese - Poetry >
      • Harvest
      • Radioactive Boars
      • Athena's Owl
    • Jane Creighton >
      • Cy Twombly in the Thicket of Light
      • Standing in Gallery 8
      • The Trees on Prairie Road
    • Elaine Fletcher Chapman >
      • ​IN THE GREENING OF THE RESERVOIR
      • LATELY, THE RESERVOIR, MY OCEAN
      • URGENCY
      • AFTER JANE KENYON'S
      • LEAVING PATACARA
      • ANTICIPATION OF BLOSSOMS
      • HE MARKED MY BODY
    • Melissa Studdard – Like a Bird >
      • When the Birdsong Rings Human
    • Cynthia Atkins >
      • When The Internet Is The Loneliest Place On The Planet
      • Anorexia Nervosa
      • God Is A Library
    • LISA RHOADES >
      • IN THE BRIGHT WORLD
      • THE LONG GRASS
      • WORDS AT HAND
    • Wendy Barker >
      • ON THE CHINESE SCROLL
      • WHAT SURFACES
      • BELOW THE SALT
      • NOW I LEARN
    • REBECCA PELKY >
      • RITA DEL GARDI & THE NIXON PIGEON VANISH
      • For Those Who Need the True Story
      • When the Sun Dances into the Sky
      • Spell for Northern Girls: To Make Sea Glass
    • Andrea Messineo >
      • THE BEGINNING OF LABOR
      • PILGRIMAGE
      • ALL-NIGHT DINER
    • Anne Babson >
      • AND THE GLORY OF THE LORD
      • BEHOLD, A VIRGIN SHALL CONCEIVE
      • THUS SAITH THE LORD (TRANSPOSED FOR SOPRANO)
      • THE RICH YOUNG RULER
    • Elizabeth Cohen - Poetry >
      • Goulash
      • The Cabbage
      • Aftermath
      • THE BOOK OF SPARROW
      • BIRDLESS
      • BIRD ELIXIR
      • BIRD LIGHT ART
    • Stephanie Kartalopoulos – Poet >
      • SLOW FAIL – Stephanie Kartalopoulos
      • EL FORTUNA – Stephanie Kartalopoulos
      • INHERITANCE – Stephanie Kartalopoulos
    • Leslie Contreras Schwartz - Poetry >
      • Interview - Leslie Contreras Schwartz
      • CENOTE - Leslie Contreras Schwartz
      • PAPER DOLL CHAIN - Leslie Contreras Schwartz
      • THE COMAL AND MY HANDS - Leslie Contreras Schwartz
      • THE SWIM TO ANTARCTICA - Leslie Contreras Schwartz
      • LABOR PANTOUM - Leslie Contreras Schwartz
      • POSTPARTUM - Leslie Contreras Schwartz
    • Melissa Studdard - I Ate the Cosmos >
      • A PRAYER
      • Melissa Studdard - Bio
      • WE ARE THE UNIVERSE
      • Motion Poems Video - I Ate the Cosmos for Breakfast
      • A Painting & Poet Connect
    • Dylan Krieger – Poet >
      • ghost porn
      • borderline
      • msg heard round the world
      • caption this conspiracy
    • Anne Tammel >
      • Anne Tammel ~ Poem ~ Amelia Earhart Drinks the Red Sea
      • Anne Tammel ~ Isa & Amelia
      • Anne Tammel ~ Amelia at the Red Sea
      • Anne Tammel ~ Poem ~ Endless: A Literate Passion
    • Britt Posmer - Poetry >
      • Britt Posmer - Poems from The Angel and the Heretic
    • David Brendan Hopes >
      • CHRISTMAS MORNING – HOPES
      • THE ANNUNCIATION – HOPES
      • ON THE ADORATION – HOPES
      • PENIEL – HOPES
    • Daniel Thomas – Poet >
      • WITHOUT THE MOCKINGBIRD – Daniel Thomas
      • HOME PREGNANCY TEST – Daniel Thomas
      • THE OLD BRIDGE – Daniel Thomas
    • Sean M. Conrey – Poet >
      • Apple – The Book of Trees
      • Ash – The Book of Trees
      • Hawthorn – The Book of Trees
    • Skip Renker >
      • SILENT REACH
      • A MOMENTARY OBEDIENCE
      • IN THE FEEL
    • Terry Lucas - Poetry >
      • PSALM '66 – SUMMER '63
      • SURRENDER
      • DHARMA RAIN
    • Jeffrey Davis - Poet >
      • 3 LAGOONS - Jeffrey Davis
      • COAT THIEF - Jeffrey Davis
      • DARKNESS - Jeffrey Davis
  • Saint Julian Press Poets II
    • Fred LaMotte >
      • Strangers & Pilgrims
      • Mustard Seed
      • Carnival
      • I KNOW MY DOG IS DREAMING
      • BUDDHISM 101
      • OPUS
      • GENTLE
      • The Heart Is A Field
      • A Little More Attention to the Breath
      • Ode to Blueberries
      • Morning Meditation
      • DON’T BE SATISFIED TOO SOON
      • Silence
      • Wanderers Welcome
      • ANAHATTA
      • What Both Names Mean
    • Kevin McGrath - Poetry >
      • FAME FIRST POEM
      • FAME SECOND POEM
      • FAME THIRD POEM
      • FAME FOURTH POEM
      • SONG–NINA
      • SONG–NORA
      • SONG–STELLA
      • SONG–TATIANA
      • EROS–ONE
      • EROS-TWO
      • EROS-TWO 34TH & 35TH
      • Rothko Murals Essay
      • THE MARINER SPEAKS
      • WINDWARD ~ ONE
      • WINDWARD ~ NINETEEN
      • WINDWARD ~ TWENTY SIX
      • WINDWARD ~ COVER ART
    • Ron Starbuck - Poetry >
      • Vesper
      • Natoma
      • St. John
      • US Center Chapel
      • Kýrie Eléison
      • Christmas Crèche
      • There Is Something About Being An Episcopalian
      • Rumi
      • Śūnyatā - Emptiness is Form; Form is Emptiness
      • VOICES
      • Storm Shadow
      • Trane Ascending
      • Advent
      • A Mockingbird's Song
      • There Are Times
      • Sandburg & Monroe (The Visit 1961)
      • Whenever You Watch Me
      • The Monarch
      • Park Avenue
      • Language of Poetry
      • Literature of Faith
    • Thomas Simmons >
      • Aliki Barnstone’s Art
      • NOW – SPLITTING APART
      • WHAT WAS THERE SILENT REVEL
      • IF BORGES’ LOVER
      • THE BODY OF HOPE
      • THE BODY AT REST
      • SADNESS
      • Benediction
      • These
      • Marriage
      • Unbetrothed
      • How It Was
      • Bethlehem
      • Star Light, Star Bright
    • Donna McKenzie - In a Tumbleweed Storm
    • David-Glen Smith >
      • David-Glen Smith ~ Saint Brendan and the Whale
      • David-Glen Smith ~ v.
      • David-Glen Smith ~ xii.
      • David-Glen Smith ~ Metamorphosis
      • Cover Art for Variations ~ Tread by Keith Perelli
  • Saint Julian Press Podcasts
  • Interconnections
  • Press Releases I
    • Press Release - Romance >
      • Romance Poem One
      • Romance Poem Two
      • Romance Poem Three
      • Romance Poem Four
      • Romance Poem Five
      • Romance Poem Six
    • Press Release Fox Dreams >
      • Poem One Fox Dreams
      • Poem Two Fox Dreams
      • Poem Three Fox Dreams
      • Poem Three Fox Dreams
    • Press Release - Rivers >
      • Rivers Poem One
      • Rivers Poem Two
      • Rivers Poem Three
      • Rivers Poem Four
    • Press Release - The Grief Committee Minutes >
      • Grief Poem One
      • Grief Poem Two
      • Grief Poem Three
      • Grief Poem Four
    • Press Release - Slow Walk Home >
      • Poems—I—Slow Walk Home
      • Poems—II—Slow Walk Home
      • Poems—III—Slow Walk Home
      • Poems—IV—Slow Walk Home
    • Press Release - The Tavern of Awakening >
      • Press Release - Die Taverne des Erwachens
      • German & English Poems
    • Press Release - Strangers & Pilgrims >
      • Strangers & Pilgrims Poem One
      • Strangers & Pilgrims Poem Two
      • Strangers & Pilgrims Poem Three
      • Strangers & Pilgrims Poem Four
    • Press Release - MATRIX >
      • Press Release - MATRIX Verses I
      • Press Release - MATRIX Verses II
      • Press Release - MATRIX Verses III
    • Press Release - Tools & Ornaments >
      • Tools & Ornaments First Poem
      • Tools & Ornaments Second Poem
      • Tools & Ornaments Third Poem
    • Press Release - WHY CROWS IN AFRICAN COUNTRIES HAVE WHITE COLOR
    • Press Release - A Slight Thing, Happiness
    • Press Release - Nectar
    • Press Release - evolution psalms
    • Press Release - A Pilgrimage of Churches
    • Press Release - Bone Skid, Bone Beauty
    • Press Release - Girl Left Behind
    • Press Release - Reservoir
    • Press Release - Song of the Republic
    • Press Release - Like A Bird
    • Still-Life With God – Press Release
    • Press Release - THE LONG GRASS
    • Press Release - MESSIAH
    • Press Release - GLOSS
    • Press Release - Horizon of the Dog Woman
    • Press Release - ALONE IN CHURCH
    • Press Release - In My Fathers's House Are Many Mansions >
      • St. John Lutheran Church Cover Art
      • St. John Lutheran Church History
    • Bring Your Nights With You
    • Press Release - The Patron Saint of Cauliflower
    • Press Release - AMULET
    • Press Release - Deep Pockets
    • Nightbloom and Cenote
    • Dreamland Trash II
    • The Book of Trees – Press Release
    • PENIEL – Press Release
    • Press Release – NOW
    • Press Release - Hunger for Salt
    • Press Release Savor Eternity by Fred LaMotte
  • Press Releases II
    • Press Release Mermaids >
      • Poem One Mermaids
      • Poem Two Mermaids
      • Poem Three Mermaids
      • Poem Four Mermaids
    • Press Release - Somewhere >
      • Somewhere Poem One
      • Somewhere Poem Two
      • Somewhere Poem Three
      • Somewhere Poem Four
    • Press Release - Famine Chair >
      • Poems–Famine Chair
    • Press Release - On Friendship >
      • Chapter-Intro
    • Press Release - Katy Bridge >
      • AT NIGHT
      • IN THE PAUSE OF MORNING
      • FATHER, SON AND DISHES IN THE SINK
      • IN BANFF
    • Press Release - Shards of Time >
      • ENTANGLEMENTS
      • SHARDS
      • GALLERY OF THOUGHTS
      • Arrival Of the Albatross
    • Press Release - The Telling >
      • Press Release - Telling First Poem
      • Press Release - Telling Second Poem
      • Press Release - Telling Third Poem
    • Press Release - Notes from a Marine Biologist's Daughter >
      • Poem One - Notes
      • Poem Two - Notes
      • Poem Three - Notes
      • Poem Four - Notes
    • Press Release - FAME
    • Press Release - Portrait Before Dark
    • Bird Light Press Release
    • Press Release – EROS
    • Press Release - DHARMA RAIN
    • Press Release - FUEGO by LESLIE CONTRERAS SCHWARTZ
    • Press Release - Windward by Kevin McGrath
    • Press Release - There is Something About Being and Episcopalian
    • Press Release - When Angels Are Born >
      • Recordings from When Angels Are Born
    • Press Release - COAT THIEF by Jeffrey Davis
    • Press Release - Bearing the Cast
    • Press Release - Endless: A Literate Passion
    • Press Release - I Ate the Cosmos for Breakfast
    • Press Release - The Angel and the Heretic by Britt Posmer
    • Press Release - Wounded Bud
    • Press Release - Variations on a Theme of Desire
  • Book Reviews
    • Democracy Awakening
    • The Abduction
    • King: A Life
    • The Book of John
    • And There Was Light
    • CITIZEN
    • Seeker and Monk
    • HOWLELUJAH
    • BIRNAM WOOD
    • BOSS BROAD
    • NIGHT LADDER
    • GIVING GODHEAD
    • YOGA MASS
    • NOW
    • EROS
    • DWELLING
    • LIFE IN SUSPENSION
    • BEYOND ELSEWHERE
    • Dreaming My Animal Selves
    • Tiferet Talk Interviews
    • Six Weeks to Yehidah
    • sometimes you sense the difference
  • Poetry–In–Film
  • Guest Authors I
    • William Miller >
      • Maha ‘ulepu Arch
      • Made In China
      • Reading Cheese
    • Peter Shefler >
      • The Japanese Red Maple I - The Seed
      • The Japanese Red Maple II - Fallen In The Frost
      • The Japanese Red Maple III - Seeking Shelter
    • Lois P. Jones and Peter Shefler
    • Susan Rogers >
      • The Origin is One
      • Kuan Yin
      • Awakening
    • George Jisho Robertson - Poetry >
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      • veils of Persephone definitions of Demeter mysteries of Orpheus
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12/21/2022

To Be ~ Fully Human & Fully Divine

To Be ~ Fully Human & Fully Divine
 

If you grew up celebrating Christmas, as I did, one of the questions you may have asked yourself as you grew older is who is Jesus to you now?  And even if you were not raised as a Christian and practice another faith or follow another spiritual tradition, this is still a good question to ask.
 
I believe it needs to be a more profound question and answer than what you may have been taught as a small child in Sunday school.  And it begins with the story of the Nativity, with the Christ child born in a manger and watched over by an ox and ass.
 
There is a beautiful aspect to Jesus we so often forget and don’t focus on, as much as we ought, the humanity of Jesus. The story of Christmas is only the beginning.
 
The story begins with Jesus, as the Incarnate Word and First Born of Creation, who emptied himself, being born in human likeness and form, and all this means.
 
O Come, O Come, Emmanuel, God with Us.

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Trinity Episcopal Church Midtown Houston

To be human is to be vulnerable. To be human is to endure pain and suffering. To be human is to discover love. To be human is to learn forgiveness. To be human is to live for others as much as for ourselves. To be human is the gift of life. To be human is to live our lives, and to live them fully.
 
When we see Jesus as fully human and divine, it is “meet and right” to stress his humanity as much as his divinity. As found in the words of the Sursum Corda, Latin for “Lift up your hearts" or to have our "Hearts lifted" in the opening dialogue to the Preface of the Eucharistic Prayer.
 
Eucharistic Prayer
 
                   The Lord be with you.
People        And with thy spirit.
Celebrant    Lift up your hearts.
People        We lift them up unto the Lord.
Celebrant    Let us give thanks unto our Lord God.
People        It is meet and right so to do.


And come to understand that the gift of Christmas is transformational because ultimately, this gift opens up to the People of God an indwelling of the Holy Spirit.  However, you may see the Spirit at work in your own life.
 
As fully human as we are, it opens us up to an indwelling of "God the Father" as Divine Mystery, an indwelling of Christ and the Spirit, and it awakens our fullest human potential to love.
 
The literature of scripture and liturgy, the poetry, psalms, parables, images, and symbols of all our sacred stories and liturgies are pointing us towards a way of understanding the Divine Mystery that cannot easily be named or wholly described.
 
These stories are intended to be internalized, to stretch our imaginations, to help suspend our sense of disbelief, to believe in something beyond ourselves, to teach and reveal the truth, to see beyond the story into a deeper and richer mystery that is true, which is real at the inmost levels of the self and soul.
 
To see beyond our earthly sight, to see with insight the invisible and unseen power of God at work within the world. The Holy Spirit at work within the world. To see God’s love actively at work in our lives and the lives of others, transforming creation.
 
God as a Verb; God as Spirit; God as Truth; God as Divine Mystery; God as Love; God as an Indwelling of the Spirit within each and every one of us in this world. God as InterBeing (Thich Nhat Hanh), and God as the "Connecting Spirit" to paraphrase theologian Paul F. Knitter, as an interconnection that flows in and with and through all creation, bringing us into a relationship with one another.
 
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Trinity Episcopal Church Midtown Houston ~ Christmas Eve

Kenosis Hymn from Philippians 2:5-11 (NRSVA)

5 Let the same mind be in you that was in Christ Jesus,

6  who, though he was in the form of God,   

   did not regard equality with God   

   as something to be exploited,

7  but emptied himself,   

    taking the form of a slave,   

    being born in human likeness.

    And being found in human form,

8  he humbled himself   

    and became obedient to the point of death—   

    even death on a cross.

9  Therefore God also highly exalted him   

    and gave him the name   

    that is above every name,

10 so that at the name of Jesus   

     every knee should bend,   

     in heaven and on earth and under the earth,

11 and every tongue should confess   

     that Jesus Christ is Lord,   

     to the glory of God the Father.

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Trinity Episcopal Church Midtown Houston
In Buddhist and Christian traditions, we are taught to be mindful and mind our thoughts.  Christmastide offers us an opportunity to be mindful from Christmas Eve through Epiphany and beyond.  We are what we think and how we view the world. We are shaped by the people we love and by loving them in return. Practicing (praxis) wakefulness allows us to see how valued we are by God.

The Dhammapada - Translated by Thomas Byrom

1. Choices
 
"We are what we think.
All that we are arises with our thoughts.
With our thoughts we make the world. 
Speak or act with an impure mind
And trouble will follow you
As the wheel follows the ox that draws the cart.
We are what we think.
All that we are arises with our thoughts.
With our thoughts we make the world. 
Speak or act with a pure mind
And happiness will follow you
As your shadow, unshakable."

2. Wakefulness

"Wakefulness is the way to life. 
The fool sleeps
As if he were already dead, 
But the master is awake
And he lives forever.
He watches.
He is clear.
How happy he is!
For he sees that wakefulness is life. 
How happy he is,
Following the path of the awakened."


Ron Starbuck
Saint Julian Press

6/21/2020

BE RECONCILED WITH ONE ANOTHER

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BE RECONCILED WITH ONE ANOTHER

There is Something About Being An Episcopalian

​BE RECONCILED WITH ONE ANOTHER
 
 
—AS we grieve for so many African Americans who have died violently and still endure a systemic oppression that has lasted centuries.  Please take a moment to think about these thoughts in the context of a more profound racial reconciliation that asks us as a people of faith to approach this dialogue with a greater sense of commitment and compassion. In which, we are called every day into a new and renewing relationship with one another by God.
 
“Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere. We are caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly.” 
 
Letter from a Birmingham Jail, Martin Luther King, Jr.
 
 
That they all may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us.” —John 17:21
 
“There is something more important than dividing a church or a nation into conservatives and liberals. We must be both. We must conserve and liberate at the same time. We can never severe our ties from that part of history, which belongs to us.”  — Robert P. Starbuck, PhD, MDiv, In My Father’s House Are Many Mansions (Saint Julian Press, Inc. November 1, 2018)

Indeed, we live in a “network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny.”

No matter where we may be on our journey in life. As Christians, we are reconciled through Chris. The Holy Spirit dwells within us each.

We live in this spirit of reconciliation.  Indeed, the Holy Spirit is actively at work within the world and within us, teaching us to be as one, to be in union with the divine and one another, across all of humanity.   Just as the Holy Spirit is calling us as Christians to be involved in Social Justice, and the critical social justice issues of our time.
 
“But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you everything, and remind you of all that I have said to you. Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled, and do not let them be afraid.”  —John 14:26-27 
 
We are one people, created by God, 
we live within the world and within in this “network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny.”

Do not let your hearts be troubled, do not be afraid. This beautiful concept of Unity and Non-Duality compliments one another intimately. Unity and Non-Duality are spiritual concepts found in Christian scripture, in all the great core religions and wisdom traditions of humanity and human history, in myth and metaphor, in storytelling, and most especially in poetry. All sacred scriptures are poetry.
 
Imagine the literature found in all the books of the Bible, the literature of all faiths, as sacred poetry—Spiritual Poetry.
 
Imagine scripture as a type of software program we are using to program our minds; the Spirit-Soul operating system, the Divine Core Language of Creation (DCLC) perhaps, with many variations or versions.
 
If Christians believe that Jesus Christ is the WORD, the Incarnate Word of God, we must also come to realize that our words, spoken or written to one another matter a great deal. What we say and how we say it matters, because it shapes the reality that arises within our communities and across any society. 
 
Our thoughts and words spoken out loud become litanies, even when, especially when we speak or misspeak thoughtlessly and incompletely, or with intentional deceit. As believers, this makes a mockery of the WORD, dwelling within us each, binding us together as God’s people, and the sacramental spiritual practices we follow. We betray that heritage as a people of faith when we misspeak or misuse language or the Word of God, and in doing so dismiss the suffering of others within the world. We forget, who we are and ought to be as God’s people.
 
We must remember, as in the word —Remembrance, that our sacramental spiritual practices (praxis): liturgy, ritual, prayer, and meditation are an extension of the Holy Spirit working within the world. Such practices and participation in a sacred community are helping us to grow spiritually, programing our mind —reconciling us with one another and renewing us as a people. And they are marked by an outward and visible sign, and an inward and spiritual grace in union with Christ and new life in the Holy Spirit.
 
For many traditional Christians, these sacramental practices center on the celebration of the Eucharist & Great Thanksgiving (Holy Communion), Holy Baptism, Confirmation, Reconciliation & Forgiveness, Healing & Unction, Liturgy & Prayer —literally the work of the people, Marriage & Ordination, and participation in a sacred community of faith, seeing God working within and all around us. 
 
We hold these things to be sacred and life affirming, just as we are asked to hold each other as sacred and affirm one another’s life. We fail to do this when injustice is allowed to reign within the world or across our communities. We fail to do this by not seeing these injustice and continue to do nothing. “Lord, forgive us for what we do not do.”
 
“Almighty God, to you all hearts are open, all desires known, and from you no secrets are hid: Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, that we may perfectly love you, and worthily magnify your holy Name; through Christ our Lord. Amen.”
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—The Book of Common Prayer
According to the use of
The Episcopal Church.
 
One of the many reasons I love being an Episcopalian—Anglican, is the liturgy we use is poetry. The writing is inspired. It is both spiritual and poetic in nature; it has a literary quality and uses symbolic imagery, which are an invocation to the Holy Spirit.
 
Reading or listening to inspired poetry is a sacramental experience, in this sense, it is similar to the Eucharist, where we receive the body and blood of Christ, the Logos, Christ as the Word.
 
God's sacred Word, Christ as the Logos, the Trinity, as well as the words we hear and pray as liturgies are absorbed into our being, they are what we are becoming, a more Christlike future self.
 
Except there is no time, time is an abstraction, and God is a Verb. God is Spirit and Love; God is eternal loving-kindness working within the world. Here are the Eternal Now and the Reign of God that are both imminent and infinitely present; where God is found here and now, and known in this moment.
 
This future self already is, since God's love is eternally transforming and boundless, without end. This spiritually whole, and holy reconciled, part of us, exists now. It is God's Spirit reaching within us to lead us forward, to discover the fullness of our own humanity. The Holy Spirt dwells within us and is an intimate part of our whole being, moving within us and across all creation.
 
It is a Mystery. We know this, it is written within us, it is part of God’s universal plan. And the close connection our Spirit-Soul  has, an eternal one, to the Divine Ultimate Mystery of God, knows this at the deepest levels of the soul-spirit-self-mind, —our full spiritual consciousness. In a subtle divine memory that flows and moves throughout our whole being.
 
In Christian theology, we speak of Christ as being both fully human and fully divine. Christianity has celebrated this divine aspect for over two thousand years. What has been so often, not understood or celebrated as clearly, is the human side of this equation, this dance, this Perichoresis, and living in the fullness of our humanity and living a more abundant spiritual life.
 
Perichoresis, is an ancient term in Christian theology, which refers to the indwelling of the Trinity, of how the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit are intimately connected within their unity as one that there is an indwelling between them all. And that this indwelling is shared with us, in and through Christ, in the Paschal Mystery of Christ as the Incarnate Word, the Word Made Flesh.
 
Our presence on this earth, in this reality, is no accident; it is a gift. We are here to learn and, in many cases, to teach or help one another, to love one another in our fragile common humanity, to heal the world, to create heaven on earth.
 
When we take time to pay attention, it is a blessing. It is a blessing to see how God, the Divine Ultimate Mystery is calling us into a relationship with one another. When we stop judging one another so quickly, and start loving one another in the frailness and vulnerability of our humanity, this is a blessing. And in the end, invoking our human nature to love, and to come through with grace and graciousness. Indeed, embracing the fullness of God's love for everyone, is an intimate part of our faith and practice.
 
Being gracious and accepting of others, especially those whom we may not fully understand or appreciate is how we work through our human diversity and come to know and be known.
 
In his interfaith dialogue book titled, Without Buddha I Could Not Be a Christian, in writing about Thich Nhat Hanh’s idea of “interbeing,” pluralist theologian Paul F. Knitter tells us that understanding God through relationships is critical and that the source and power of our relationships are driven by the presence of the “Holy Spirit.”
 
Ephphatha, be opened —in the words of Christ, uttered by Christ when healing the man who was deaf and dumb ( Mark 7:34 ). Be opened to the Holy Spirit at work. There is and can be no exclusion of others here. Our lives unfold and happen for a reason. God has prepared and repaired our hearts for this moment in time, this moment of reconciliation, normalization, and acceptance. A moment where we are completely open to one another, just as we are, as who we are now, as God has touched and helped us to form the life we live and hope to live.
 
The importance of this concept is summarized by this:
 
“behind and within all the different images and symbols, Christians use for God—The Creator, Father (Abba), Redeemer, Word, Spirit, the most fundamental, the deepest truth Christians can speak of God is that God is the source and power of relationships.”
 
This is true across any sacred community or faith where the Spirit, unseen and invisible, is moving in and with and through all of humankind, calling us into a relationship with one another, even across faiths, across all of humanity. There have been many times in my journey when I have known this, where I feel the Spirit actively at work in all of our relationships, and in this process opening up new relationships.
 
Another way to view this, as Paul Knitter explained to me once in a conversation, is that in meditation, Buddhism asks us “to let go of all concepts, and to let go, and open ourselves radically and utterly to the present moment, and in the trust, this moment contains all we need.”
 
“This setting aside of words and imagery and opening oneself to what St. Paul calls God as Spirit, letting that Spirit make itself (or herself or himself) felt within us, grow within us, to lead us.”
 
It is ultimately a process of letting God be God, of being itself, and then living abundantly into the promise of our life, where we are truly given all that we need. We find this idea beautifully expressed in these two scriptures from the Gospel of John, and the book of Romans.
 
“But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you everything, and remind you of all that I have said to you. Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled, and do not let them be afraid.”  --John 14:26-27
 
“Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we ought, but that very Spirit intercedes with sighs too deep for words. And God, who searches the heart, knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God.”  --Romans 8:26-27
 
IN this spirit of deep understanding, in how we are intimately interconnected with one another now, these words bear repeating.
 
“Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere. We are caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly.”
 
Letter from a Birmingham Jail, Martin Luther King, Jr.
 


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5/17/2018

Interfaith Openness and The Biocentric Universe Theory

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Interfaith Openness and The Biocentric Universe Theory: Life Creates Time, Space, and the Cosmos Itself – 

In the link to this article – “Stem-cell guru Robert Lanza presents a radical new view of the universe and everything in it."

"The only thing we can perceive are our perceptions. In other words, consciousness is the matrix upon which the cosmos is apprehended. Color, sound, temperature, and the like exist only as perceptions in our head, not as absolute essences. In the broadest sense, we cannot be sure of an outside universe at all.”

How may we see this in the context of a spiritual practice? How can we reconcile faith with science and find a connection between the two?

Spend just a bit of time in deep prayer and meditation and you may come to understand what this means; that the emptiness of creation is a space waiting to be filled with infinite possibilities of thought and mind - a cosmic consciousness. God even, if you wish to perceive the nature of reality in theistic terms, or Śūnyatā-Nirvana in non-theistic and non-dualistic terms.

The point is that we help shape the reality in which we live at many levels of our own consciousness or soul, our spirit, just as we shape the relationships in which we dwell and the consciousness that dwells within us. One may call this the Spirit of God, if one wishes. I like to do just that, it aligns to my own faith, but it also helps me to delve deeper into the mystery of all creation.

It is for me a deep mystery. All the great literature, art, and sacred spiritual liturgy and scripture  written and created by humankind across the ages speaks to this mystery, we dwell within it and it dwells within us.  We have internalized the Presence of this Mystery, the Divine Ultimate Mystery. God is real.

I believe that there is an eternal Holy Spirit, a divine presence that dwells within us and shapes the universe in ways we can hardly imagine, seen and unseen, visible and invisible. If thought can be prayer, is indeed a prayer, and prayer thought. Then we are praying all the time, and what we think and pray comes into being in some form or fashion, shaped by our desires.

It becomes real for us; we come to dwell within it, within this mystery. And it brings new meaning to all the scriptures of humanity when we begin to see how it is all connected and interconnected.

“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and you shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:” 

It is all one big open mystery in which we dwell and that dwells within us. And the literature and liturgy of our faith helps us to internalize this within our own spirit-soul-self-consciousness. It helps us to know and be known by God.



1 Corinthians 13:12(NRSV) –– “For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then we will see face to face. Now I know only in part; then I will know fully, even as I have been fully known.”




Hear what our Lord Jesus Christ saith:

Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with

all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great

commandment. And the second is like unto it: Thou shalt

love thy neighbor as thyself. On these two commandments

hang all the Law and the Prophets.
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Shantideva:

“May the pain of every living creature 

Be completely cleared away. 

May I be the doctor and the medicine 

And may I be the nurse 

For all sick beings in the world 

Until everyone is healed.” – Shantideva


“May I be protector for those without one, 

A guide for all travellers on the way;

May I be a bridge, a boat and a ship 

For all who wish to cross (the water).” –– Shantideva




From: The Buddha – Dhammapada:  Translated by Thomas Byrom (Shambhala Press, 1976)


“We are what we think.

All that we are arises with our thoughts.

With our thoughts we make the world.

Speak or act with an impure mind

And trouble will follow you

As the wheel follows the ox that draws the cart.



We are what we think.

All that we are arises with our thoughts.

With our thoughts we make the world.

Speak or act with a pure mind

And happiness will follow you

As your shadow, unshakable. "




There is a great conceptual image from ancient Christianity that may serve here, Perichoresis. 

Perichoresis can be described as the "Divine Dance", it is an indwelling between the Holy Trinity, between God the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. This indwelling happens within us too, at a deeply felt spiritual level, within our own spirit and consciousness.

Perhaps this image, this indwelling can also serve as a metaphor for Biocentrism. Where we begin to understand more clearly how interconnected we are to one another and creation itself, and how the reality we experience every day of our lives arises from these relationships.

And how God dwells within us – God in whom we live and move and have our being. Ushering in a great thanksgiving of the Spirit who prays in and with and through us, even when we do not know how to pray ourselves.


The Holy Eucharist: Rite One
Episcopal BCP


And here we offer and present unto thee, O Lord, our selves,
our souls and bodies, to be a reasonable, holy, and living
sacrifice unto thee; humbly beseeching thee that we, and all
others who shall be partakers of this Holy Communion, may
worthily receive the most precious Body and Blood of thy Son
Jesus Christ, be filled with thy grace and heavenly benediction,
and made one body with him, that he may dwell in us, and
we in him.




Many Blessings,
Ron Starbuck
Saint Julian Press
 
 

7/22/2015

The Angels Among Us - A Tale of War - A Ghost Story


The Angels Among Us - A Tale of War - A Ghost Story


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MAX
Back in my college days, my youth, and days where the memories are still rich even now; my friends who had fought in Vietnam called it a soldier’s breakfast, coffee and a cigarette. I have fallen into the habit of smoking a bit now and again, fallen from grace if you wish. The taste is still sweet; the memories' crystal clear from our carefree youth filled days, as I breathe in and out the steel blue smoke of youthful memories, memories of that self from long ago. 

One old friend from that time, David, who served in Vietnam in an Infantry Army Ranger Company, told me a story once of his time in Vietnam, and a vision of his childhood pet when he woke from a drug hazed dream. Induced, he thought; by some Thai Sticks, he smoked that evening with some of his Ranger Company mates. 

His dog Max that he had grown up with, a white German Shepherd, was barking urgently in front of his bunk bed, running back and forth in warning, wanting him to follow and go somewhere desperately. Max was so persistent. My friend was finally forced to get up from his deep sleep and go outside, like a walking dream. So, my friend David, followed the vision of his dog out of the bunker where he had been sleeping. 

Just outside, Max suddenly jumped out of the sandbag bunker and immediately went into a pointing position, in the distance, on the edge of the jungle, they saw pin points of light flickering, dim and then bright again. David knew instantly it was the enemy smoking. They were trained to look for such signs. Viet Cong Ghost Soldiers his Ranger Company called them, because they disappeared like ghosts, the light of their cigarettes glowing in the darkness as a warning, a call to combat. 

He picked up and emptied his M16 in that general direction, in to the darkness of the jungle night, not knowing for sure what or who was out there, other than the enemy. He knew there were no patrols from their camp out at night. An alarm was raised all over the camp; other guns fired in defense, an attack averted, and his Ranger Company saved that night, by a dream, a vision, a childhood pet, a dear old friend. 

The next day in the early-morning light it was clear that a significant military force had been in place. A few bodies left behind. Upon returning home from Vietnam many months later, my friend learned that his dog Max had peacefully died that identical night, at close to the same time he appeared by David's bunk. And in a final act of friendship and loyalty came to warn him thousands of miles away, from Brazosport, Texas, to the jungles of Vietnam. 

I believed the story then, I wanted to believe it because it has all the right pieces any compelling story has to tell. I still want to believe now close to fifty years later. I'd like to know; as you do I'm sure. How Max knew that David needed his help, how he found him even, went to him. We can ask. I think the answer is found in love's power to transcend time and distance and our own imaginations.

Then again, perhaps it’s only an Urban Legend, an old military ghost story of sorts, told by soldiers anywhere, from any side, from any war that is waged. Still, it must make you wonder what connections, there are between two such close friends, a loyal childhood pet and the man he once protected as a child, and how we are sometimes blessed. It’s all a mystery, life, love, death, our intuition and imaginations. What do we know?

I'm not sure why I'm sharing this story now; perhaps I don't want it to be lost. It's a compelling story, a haunting tale at many different levels. It's a bit odd even that I formed such close friendships with these military men who served in Vietnam.

Many times we would stay awake all night slowly sipping on good scotch and looking hard at life. These veterans of war taught me how to hold my liquor, and in the process, we talked for hours, sharing stories with one another, this is one of those stories.
You see, when I turned 18 years old, fresh out of high school, back when there were still Draft Boards. I asked for and was almost granted a conscientious objector status. It wasn't easy getting that classification back then; you had to answer a lot of extremely hard questions. You had to be deeply convincing. I had help from my father, himself, a WWII veteran and a Methodist minister; he went with me to the interview.

He even had some of his seminary professors and clergy friends who were COs’ help me understand the process and what I would be asked. As it turned out, the Draft Board gave me two choices, take a college deferment or immediately begin serving two years of voluntary service as a CO in some capacity, usually in a hospital. I decided to take the college deferment instead, and two years later the military draft ended in the United States. 

I can't say that I feel the same way now, that I'm still a pacifist today, so many years have passed. I've never been tested under fire or in any violent situation when I had to defend my own life or protect the life of another. Few of us have, unless they have served in this capacity.

There is an extraordinary honor to be found in serving your country, in being a peacekeeper. It is a sacrifice for the greater good. I do hold all life as holy, to be sacred, and pray for an end to such conflicts and war, for a better world. At their very best, this is what soldiers do, they protect the weak and the innocent. They act as peacekeepers, they help protect the sacredness of life.
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The point of my story is this; the mysteries of our interconnections with one another are astounding. We need to pay attention to them. Can you begin to imagine the angels watching over you even now, as Max watched over my friend David? 

Our own angels are out there you know, in many forms, found in complete strangers walking along the street at times, unseen or unknown directly, but known I believe at some level of the self, many levels.

Love calls out to us, moving through and across our many selves, through our lives and the years, through time and mystery and death. These interconnections arise out of our relationships with others, with all life and through life. 

It is life at work, and something more I think, Śūnyatā-Dependent-Arising-InterBeing in Buddhism; or in more theistic faiths the Holy Spirit, the Great Spirit, God as Spirit if you wish, as the Ultimate Divine Mystery at work within the world, calling us into a relationship with one another. It's something we need to awaken to, a key truth, maybe a final truth; an enlightenment that helps us to understand this mystery.

One final thought, I lost contact with David over 50 years ago when we went our separate ways, after those early college years. For all, I know, he's out there in the world still living his life, and I trust that something in him may remember our nights of conversation and good scotch, and the stories we shared. If he is, I want to wish him the best. I hope he has had and is still having an enjoyable and meaningful life.

Ron Starbuck
Saint Julian Press
Copyright 2015
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    RON STARBUCK is the Publisher/CEO/Executive Editor of Saint Julian Press, Inc., in Houston, Texas; a poet and writer, an Episcopalian, and author of There Is Something About Being An Episcopalian, When Angels Are Born, Wheels Turning Inward, and most recently A Pilgrimage of Churches, four rich collections of poetry, following a poet’s mythic and spiritual journey that crosses easily onto the paths of many contemplative traditions. 

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